Can't sleep, stress and PAIN!! and that kind of stuff always fills you with self doubt and more than a hint of loneliness.
Like I'm wondering now if anyone will ever read this stuff, and if they do if they'll react. Which makes me wonder if I'll do or think of anything worth reacting to.
I've sure had enough of drama in my life but fights and wars always seem to be there waiting. For every great guy there's always a disconsolate asshole. My crappy job is like that. My boss is an idiot jerk. He's been busted for not paying the proper withholding tax, FUTA FICA and SUTA but nothings going to happen except they're going to watch him real close now, which is so stupid. And I have to go to court on Dec 2nd to try and get my money. I need to sleep, job interviews and I need a haircut badly. I feel terrible and can't concentrate or do anything much more than fret.
At least no one is calling Bill Parcells a Messiah or a genius now.