Click images for desktop size: "Coyote" I almost feel like an ancient old man dodering about remembering the roads that lead to him today.It would be easier if I were that old, I think.
Old enough to ignore the present and drift only through those golden moments of the past, smoothing over trauma with the balm of seashells.
Of course you have to remember the past to look to the future, especially when you have a new puppy due in two weeks!
Instead I had to work today. It was okay. I goofed off to the max.
I threw the baseball not even working at it, just throwing it up in the air and trying to catch it behind my back.
Then I had to grow up and go look for a new place to live.
I found a couple of places I liked. They were kind of ratty and decrepit, like me! They were huge duplexes with ill kept yards that would delight any puppy. They were so unkempt that I certain no one would notice puppy pits.
The places were described as having hardwood floors (meaning no carpets or rugs). I'm going to talk to them on Monday because the price was cheap. Cheap enough to dream about and to want.
My mind is so snapped and tired I have little to say really.
I've been thinking about London to LA, bombs and tubes and green room.

I wanna go back to when the world was free
When all my friends were just like me
Southern California 1973

Baby won't you take a ride with me
to the sand and the waves and the surf and the sea
The sun is out the waves are breaking big
Baby won't you take a ride with me
Then we'll run underneath the summer sun
Ride the summer waves
Every summer day

It's a never ending summer

I'm running through the night like a demon in the air
Screaming in the night and I just don't care
Cause baby when I stop I know just where I am

And I want to tell the world
And I want to scream and shout
Don't say no until you've found it out
You know I wouldn't be here unless it was true

I want you to believe
I want you to understand
That it's a never ending summer

I know it's a pathetic man who resorts to poetry. But it's all I've got left. I'm beat, bashed and fragged.
All I got left are dreams and the only thing I feel is desire.
Monday is a next vet visit for my puppy. I'm excited jsut thinking about her. I hope she likes me.