I got robbed this week. No big drama and no excitement. I suppose, considering, that is a good thing.
Work normally quiets down after 6. I was sitting on the stool staring when a guy wearing a hockey mask came through the door. He was kind of fat so he didn’t move very quickly.
He came to the window and stuck his arms through the slot. He had a gun I guessed as a .25 automatic, real cheapo nickel plated saturday night special kind of gun, exactly the type that I think should be illegal to purchase or own. In his other hand he had a black gym bag. He said, “Put the money in the bag or you’re dead!”
There’s video of the whole thing and after he said that I take a long pause. The cops watching it said to me, “Thinking about taking him out, huh?”
That wasn’t totally accurate, but close enough for small town cops. What I was thinking was, “I can’t believe Antonio is robbing me and waving a gun in my face. Jerk. And shoving his arms through the window. That’s insulting. I could stab him with this pen and he’d drop the gun quickly enough. Ah, hell. It’s not my money and there’s not that much of it anyway. We’ve had employees steal more than he’s going to get and there are other people here and my wife would kill me if I get shot and my puppy needs to go for a walk. I’ll just give him the money. I better not ask why he’s doing this. He’d shoot me for recognizing him probably or shoot somebody else. That would be worse. Not really but it would feel like it was worse.”
So I gave him the money and he left. Idiot strew money from the window all the way to his car.
Problem for him is that even with the hockey mask I recognized him pretty plainly and then there’s video of him putting on the mask. Turns out he served 8 years for armed robbery already and he’s got a court appearance in May on a drug charge. And he’s not yet 30 years old.
Problem for me is that he’s a regular customer. That night he hung out in the store for 4 hours, probably waiting. He wasn’t a friend. I’m not friends with any of the customers. But we were friendly. I’m annoyed that someone who I know and who knows me would rob me and threaten me. It shakes what little faith I have in mankind even more.
Of course I still had to deal with the concerns that I was hardly devastated or panicked over the robbery. I have to remember to say things but, for me, other than the way I took it personally, it had little impact on me.
If I’d gotten shot I’d think about it differently I suppose but no one was hurt, the warrants are issued to pick the guy up. What more is there to it?
It looks like I’m going to do a study which is not a trial. I’ve done trials. Trials are only good when the alternative is sure death.
This is a study. A trial is where they think this will work but they’re not quite certain of how or what the side effects will be. A study is when the drug has been approved and is on sale. The study is to insure something that’s important to the drug company.
This study is for a diabetes drug called Juvenita or something close to that. It’s a drug that the doc’s wanted to give me but it is too expensive!
The purpose of the study is to avoid getting sued in case the drug causes heart attacks.
It’s a five year study, which I take as proof positive that I’ll live at least another 5 years. That’s scientific logic that is. Unless I get shot, that is.
I get sixty bucks a quarter and a free supply of the drug, unless I hit the study group in which case I get the placebo. Fifty-fifty shot on that. Of course I want the drug. It’s supposedly very good and will drive down my daily insulin dosage etc.
I go this Friday for the blood tests. Cool.
I’m going to start to experiment and turn comments on. The spammers might hit it too hard but then, they may have all gone away! Yeah. Like that’ll happen. I still average about 150 spam hits an hour but they seem to have different objectives. The spiders that don’t obey, or respect, htaccess files worry me. But I miss comments. Like some fellow went through a lot of grief to reach me to tell me that I’d misspelled an artists name. And it was a major misspelling too, like I touch typed with my fingers on the wrong keys sort of thing.